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5/21/10 May 22, 2010

Posted by Elitah in Sad Shit, SMH, Thoughts, Uncategorized.
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heartache makes me think its not worth it.

Moments of pure bliss can be felt without the torture

and i have to believe it to be possible simply cause i have no other choice.

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i keep two or three to escape the unevitable loneliness that hits you once

you tell yourself that yes, indeed you have fallen for one person,

but that one person doesn’t seem feel it the way you do.

i keep two or three

as comfort, because, honestly, people are unreliable and they don’t follow through when you need them most

i keep two or three because it’s impossible to find someone perfect, to find someone who understands ME. Not women in general, not girls in general but who I am.

i keep two or three because im insecure. who doesnt want someone telling you they want you and that youre beautiful everyday.

i keep two or three because in the end

im fucking lost and can’t see what’s right in front of me

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i’ll try to fall asleep with a Smile.

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